I thought....

I thought my ms was dwindling.... But it didn't! After a few good days, it returned the whole bowl of kiimchi ramen noodles into the toilet bowl for the afternoon. The burning sensation lingered at the back of throat till I glurped dw water fr water cooler.

Till now, I'm still feeling v v nausea. This is one of the worst day...


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Tummy size

Looks bigger than when I carried Rye at 12/13weeks!


Maybe it's just fats!
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The 9th week

Heard a really sad story from a friend of mine. And of coz it build my own anxiety as well. The positive thinking of my friend made me able to


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Morning Sickness

I have to say, the morning sickness for my second pregnancy was signicantly worse than my first. I remember when i had rye, through the whole pregnancy i only vomit once. To date i think i vomited 5 times with food and gagging almost everyday from week 7 to week 9.

Irony of life, now that it's subsiding, i'm starting to get paranoid. =S

Official start date

I vomited full blast yesterday morning's breakfast that includes milo plus bread with biscuits.

It puts me off milo this morning.

This morning was only gagging. And it was a better morning.

Ate beehoon with sambal chilli and teh for lunch and i puke 1/4 of it.

I only started vomiting officially yesterday. Week 9 tomorrow only!

First and second appointment

Our first appointment was just a 10mm sac at 5 weeks

Second appointment was the flickering heartbeat which Rye listened intently to. His look while listening sent me laughing non-stop which interferes with the doppler. Then my little boy got shocked by the intereference. So did my gynae. It's so damn funny!!

We could see the yolk sac and a not so fetus like shape baby. Heartbeat was pounding at 154bpm.

Dr Wong puts me on Duphaston till week 9 and i hope to go off it since hub keep blaming it for all the morning sickness i had.

My not-so-baby looking baby at 7 weeks!

And the yolk sac!

Our expected surprise

Ever since I stopped bfing in March this year, we have been trying for a #2. Went to see gynae to be clear of any existing problem but turn out that I'm still having PCOS cysts in ovaries.

I held a neutral ground on whether I could conceive again. As all gynae would do for couples urgently want a child, she urged me to take clomid and metformin.

I was very hesitant on clomid becoz I felt it was totally un-holistic! I took metformin which was to regulate insulin level for pcos plagued women. The super turn off side effect was Diarrhoea! It's not just the feeling which was uncomfortable but the stains that were created in my toilet bowl after an episode! I hate it! I took half a cycle and stopped.

I became a fervent bbt charter. This became possible when rye has starting to sleep through more frequently. I charted with FertilityFriend which can detect my ovulation. FF is extremely useful! This one cycle I saw a cfm ovulation and requested my gynae to test my progesterone level to confirm ovulation as well as to check there is any luteal phase defect. The results were good. I was happy I ovulated as it was a pretty late ovulation! To me, at this point, as long as I could ovulate properly it's a bonus to any pcos women!

I saw a dip in my bbt of the luteal phase before the blood works came back. Was telling J that I def got a defect! That was how negative I have always been! Of coz my hopes bounced back when I hear the results. Dpo 9, I backside itch, tested negative. Was not disappointed though. However, I keep having a gastric flu feeling which keeps me queasy. Deep dw inside I knew I was thinking too much. However, I still tested with a cheap test strip.



And I had this slight positive line on dpo13!!! Told Hub and he was extremely happy. I tried to keep calm first as it's a cheap test strip after all. We went out and bought the famous clearblue with conception indicator!



Can't be wrong this time! =]

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